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| 1.16.2009 :: 20:45 | Spoken (1) | new year, new home... Przeprowadzka. ban-anna //duffy :: rockferry | 12.18.2008 :: 02:54 | Spoken (0) | human Poryczalam sie. Tak po prostu. Probowalam powstrzymac lzy, ale mi nie wyszlo... nigdy nie wychodzi. Zwlaszcza gdy chodzi o 2-letnie zwiazki. Stalo sie, bylo minelo. Jestem tylko czlowiekiem. Ale tego mi chyba wlasnie bylo potrzeba. Juz nie musze dusic w sobie tych negatywnych mysli. Wylozylam moje karty na stol. Teraz czas na faze druga: ja musze sie zmobilizowac i podjc decyzje - odejsc czy zostac; a z drugiej strony zacznie sie zdeterminowany atak, Kampania Zimowa, zeby mnie zatrzymac. Ja juz osiagnelam swoj limit, i czuje ze klamka zapadla. Ja znowu musze sobie udowodnic ze potrafie stac na dwoch nogach. Sama. A jesli chodzi o facetow w NYC to ja sie poddaje. Szkoda gadac. //Brandy :: Human | 11.25.2008 :: 07:28 | Spoken (2) | memories made in the coldest winter... It's all coming back to me. Like a bad dream. The cursed events that led to this past spring's disaster. I try not to remember, but I can't. Those days will be forever etched in my memory. //kanye west :: 808s & Heartbreak | 8.05.2008 :: 22:14 | Spoken (0) | things will get better in time... Getting away was definitely something very much needed. Being with my family, and completely cut-off from all the negativity of the situation. Away from that manipulative asshole. I was so mentally tired, that I nearly let him back into my life again. I don't think so. Now that I see everything clearer, I am not making the same mistake again. //beyonce feat. shakira - beautiful liar //ciara - my love | 7.18.2008 :: 06:34 | Spoken (1) | too little, too late... And so it happened. The worst case scenario. All at once. Not one after another. No. That would make it too easy. When the shit hit the fan, it hit it real good. Real memorable too. Now I feel like I'm invincible. Nothing can ever bring me down. And I thank god for making all those decisions that I did make. It's been like a dream, the past month... well, actually it's been more like a nightmare. But I'm slowly waking out of it. It's been the most difficult time of my life, but it's over now, and I coming out of this stronger than ever. A note to self: Mom is ALWAYS right. //rihanna - take a bow |
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